I need this movie in my life right now

So I think I've become nocturnal, that or I just can't sleep anymore. It's so peaceful at night, everyone else is sleeping, you can listen to your music without any interruptions, you can even do work if your feeling nerdy. Not to mention the best things happen at night time. Whatever's wrong with me I really don't care, I kind of prefer the night.

Wow really? Is that how it's going to be? Fine delete me from your livejournal, facebook, twitter even msn. It's not like you talk to me anyways. And you call me the asshole? Thats funny. You know what I don't care anymore, you don't and that's quite obvious, there's really no point in trying to make you happy even though I try, it will never work.

Recently, I don't really care for much these days. I don't feel anything, I'm just hollow.
Do I put a mask on everytime im around people so they think I care? Yes. You wouldn't want to see the real me. You really wouldn't.

Wow so the beginning of this day has been extremely sad. First we have Farrah Fawcett passing away, now we have Michael Jackson suffering a heart attack?. Craziness I tell you.

Besides that sad news, I've finally graduated. High school is over and done with. I think it will be weird not returning to the place where I met all my friends, all the people I know, and all the people i've been with for 4 years. But hey i'm going to University now and I'll be with 2 of my best friends. I guess its not that bad, I'm just more excitied of the fact that I'll be living alone finally.

Also I finally got to hear Paramore's new song as an album version and I fucking love it! It just sounds so....I dont even know but its fantastic. Andddd today I bought tickets for Katy Perry. FUCKING RIGHT. I'm finally going to a concert, with my friends and someone very special to me :) It will be great.

I havent updated in awhile. Im aware of that. I have my reasons, and I dont feel like voicing exactly what I feel right now. Hope you understand

I wish there was a way for me to get rid of your pain. It kills me to know your crying and there's absolutly nothing I can do about it.

Imagine a future moment in your life where all you dreams come true, its the greatest moment in your life, and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?

Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life" Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around. Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.

I wonder what would happen if I just dissappeared. Not leave a note or tell anyone. All my current problems would go away. No one would bother me. And I wouldnt have to deal with this shit every fucking day.

So today's earth day, awesome, you know why? FREE DRINK AT STARBUCKS ohh how I love theee.

So whats been up in these past few days? Meh emotional drama you know the usual. Just school stuff, my stupid english teacher gave me a 68 in the class, oh how I hate her. Then other stuff going on in my life, which will hopefully turn out for the best as time goes on.

The weather here's been perfect for me the past few days, nice and rainy. I dont know why but I love the rain, the smell of it, the way it falls on your face, the way you can go outside and no one will be out because they're all too scared of getting wet.

Hmmm what else? I found some good tunes, I honestly dont know how I find these songs so randomly but who cares their awesome and thats all that matters

and on a side note, paramore livechats are insane!!! and adorable too but still (but I hate the fact that I got kicked out randomly lmao, too much K-Stew advertising im guessing w/e)

that's enough for today, time for starbucks

hmmm so where to begin. Well I guess first we can talk about how I randomly wake up at 4am in the middle of the night. yea thats awesome. It really bugs me because when I try to go back asleep I have to wake up at 7 and I feel completely exhausted for the rest of the day.

Anyways, good day today. Instead of going to school, I went on a drama field trip to a theater WOOP. We did some workshops things (which we're quite fun to be honest, I got to tour the backstage and what not) then I watched a musical. Before that though we had lunch, and can I mention how bitchy old women are? seriously. I go to ask for a refill of diet coke and what does she do? Tells me to go drink form the fountain. EXCUSE ME, if I wanted water I wouldnt be asking for a diet coke. Anyways onto the musical. To be honest I really didnt think it was going to be anything special, it started out reallllly slow but then about 20 minutes in it was GREAT. It was hilarious, my friend got brought on stage, and my other friend got serenaded by one of the better looking singers lol. After they finished I found out one of the guys in the musical was in that much music mastercard commercial, remember that one? "I'm not a baby anymore mom!" Yupp that was him, so I felt obligated to get a picture with him :)

Then I arrived home and got myself the biggest drink I could at starbucks, I needed it.

Now im contemplating on going for a nap.....I think I will unless my mom wakes me up and asks why I'm always tired. Sorry mom I have trouble sleeping cause you know thats not the problem or anything.

Dear Miss Gera,

Fuck you.

That is all.

I'm bored and saw this on Shawna's livejournal so i decided to play it

My master and keeps on FB jsut so I can keep a record of them:)

Ok so on wednesday i was playing a soccer game and hurt my ankle, it wasnt anything too big so i kept playing for the rest of the game which was like an hour. So today i went for a checkup on my ankle and i had to get x-ray's, my doctor thought it was just a small sprain but oh wow turns out to be a fucking fracture. Now i can't play soccer for a good 6 weeks (goodbye to the season) and i have to walk around in a fucking cast. WOO GO SPORTS INJURIES

So I've been doing this history essay for at least 7 hours now and I've come to the conclusion that histroy sucks period lol. thats my entry for today cause im tired and i still have to work on this piece of shit so laterz :)

I'm being stalked by amber :D lol

xoxmissvixenxox's LJ stalker is sweet_silence01!

sweet_silence01 is stalking you because another friend of yours told them you liked them. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking!